lindeeeeee.

2009-05-22T22:45:00.000-07:00

oh this post is specially dedicated of some sort to th Advanced Live Ops that I went thru with some other people (:

It was hell - YES, i agree. But those 55 mins of hell was when I ,myself , really thought of what I really wanted, which some of it was not written on my paper. One PM was like, "A1 for EMaths? Sure not?" THAT line , was supposed to be motivational but erm, thanks alot ah. Well, we were SUPPOSED to aim very high. So, A1 lor for EMaths. I kept repeating to myself "I WANT TO GET AN A1 FOR EMATHS." Just after 15 mins or so, my arms couldnt take it anymore. I knew that I was going to cry uh, but at that point, i was like "WHO CARES?" Human beings have feelings whut. So, tears rolled down my cheeks like waterfall uh. :'(

5 mins later, I kinda stopped crying. Kinda. Then suddenly, this PM Darryl (i think) come up to me and say "Just now you say your mum want you to go MI. See, your parents have very high expectations of you (...)" and I started crying. His words was not actually very motivating la, I cried cuz my arms like hell pain. And he came agn (when i wasnt crying) and talk smth agn, AND I CRIED AGAIN. WHUT THE HELL LA , why i cry whenever he come. PROBLEM SIA.

OH YEAH, thanks alot to this PM, who go pull my paper. Knowing me right, OBVIOUSLY, I PULLED IT BACK HARDER. He pulled again, I got so fucking frustrated, I PULL VERY HARD until tear. FFFFFFFFFFFFF SO DIFF TO HOLD IT UP YOU KNOW. Nvm, it was a test of patience. HAIS.

OH YES, one of my goals , " I WANT TO MEET TAUFIK BATISAH IN PERSON. " Make fun of this goal for all you want ,but I am really now motivated to reach this goal. One day, one day.

I really learnt alot from this 55 mins. I really hope that I can achieve all these before I die. I really do. All this and more. All my tears weren't tears, but it was everything I gave to show that I want , WANT , to achieve my goals and dreams.

Thank you all those PMs who motivated me la eh.
(:

eh , those who cry (guys included) ARE CERTAINLY NOT GAY OR WEAK. It simply shows that they GAVE THEIR ALL FOR THIS THANG! :D

Empowering Lives, Designing Destinies.

2009-05-22T04:15:00.000-07:00

omg, camp is like O-V-E-R! ):

day 1.

Platoon 12.

Wow.

(screaming "NOOOOO! I WNA GO HOME!" in my heart)

When we reached th campsite, Singapore Vision Farm, i was dis-gus-ted. I was like , "EEEEEEW, KATAPILAH (caterpillar)!" got so many sia. :FF Bunk was ,erm. okay lah, but small ah. nehmind.

Moving on, we started off with BMT.

BMT:

-learn drills.

-learn hand signals.

-postman's walk.

It was fun. :D We did it man , MENTOS! WOOOOOOOO!

-mindfield.

MUD. shit. WHUUUUUUUUT. i was like WHUUUUUT when i saw the mud. i got all my clothes dirty. but it was fun when we did it back to our PMs. MUHUAHAHA.

-water tank.

"we don't care how long it'll take , cuz we sure can do it!"

WOOOOOOOOOOO, team spirit Platoon 12 ! <3

YAY I CONQUERED BMT.

POP POP POP POP. :D lol.

day 2.

-stand by bed.

-success claps.

-breakfast.

FOOD = DIS-GUS-TING THINGIES in green packets. army konon. :FF

-Recce Patrol.

-The Great Raid? (lol.)

- Advanced Live Operation
That was th gruellest 55 mins of my life, i swear. I'm glad that i could do it, yay. Tears and all, it all paid off. :D

-Dinner
I DROPPED MY DINNER ON TH GROUND.

-CO Evening
WALAO, Hui Yu and Yazree so cute! HEHEHE! so sweet and farnie. LOL.

day 3.

-fall in at 7.30am.

-clean up.

-b'fast.

-grad ceremony.

MAN, i think this camp was like , th best one ever.

i love Mentos ! <3 -
OH YES, PEOPLE WHO DIDNT GO MISSED OUT ALOT OF FUN. haha you ppl. pay $100 for this kind of super fun but you missed out on it. tsk tsk tsk. i'd rather stink and sweat and get darker(i alr am) ,than to miss out on this camp . WOOHOO! :D

2009-05-18T05:23:00.000-07:00

disappointment.

one after another.
why?
why now?
i just hate this.

i give up la.

PARTAYYYYYY.

2009-05-14T03:33:00.000-07:00

HAHA, theres Miss Red Hot Baboon Buttocks.
aka, Muhd/Mohd Afiq Othman's.
Sorry if i got yr full name wrong , Afiq. :D

ps: the black box is a blurred pic. anyone wanna see, pls contact me personally. :D

AND , I AM SO HAPPY THAT EXAMS ARE OVER!
WEEEEEEEHOOOOOOOOO!

oh good luck you biol ppl, for tmr will be yr doomsday.
MUHUHAHAHAH. kidding -o-

ITS PARTY TIME!

2009-05-09T22:23:00.000-07:00

Chris Pine.

WOOO HOOO.
He is hot!
& he hell has blue eyes.
yummy. (:

HAHA , lindee, get over it.

I still like Kris Turner too. :D alot.

Why do ppl who are called Chris/Kris hot?
hmmmmmmmmmmm.

LOL , this is just to pass time, to get away from studies.
hell shit theres so many thngs to rmbr.
life sucks.
at least studies-part-of-life sucks.

:P

die die die you.

2009-05-08T05:07:00.000-07:00

EH GOT SOME RANDOM GUY CALL ME .

part of conversation:

Some Mat (SM): Eh Linda eh? Ni Haikal. [Is this Linda? This is Haikal.]
Lindee: Huh? Saper? Tak dengar, tak dengar. [Who? I cant hear you.]
SM: Haikal la ni. [I'm Haikal la.]
Lindee (thinking i know the guy): Huh? Haikal? Asal call? [Haikal? Why did you call me?]
SM: Kau kenal aku eh? [You know me ah?]
Lindee: Tak... Saper ni? Aku tak kenal kau ah. [No... Who's this? I don't know you.]
SM: Kau tak kenal aku , tapi aku kenal kau. [But i know you.]
Lindee: Whuuuuuut. (rmbring that this guy got call amirah also) Maner kau dapat number aku? [Where you get my number?]
SM: Dalam bus ah. [From a bus.]
Lindee: Maner aku ader letak nombor aku kat bus? Mepek uh. [Where got i put my number in a bus?]
SM: Orang laen ah letak. [Other ppl put la.]
Lindee (cuts in th middle): Buat aper orang nak letak. Aku ni siaper seyh orang nk letak nombor aku. [WHY WOULD THEY?]
SM: Okay aku dpt number kau drpd friendster ah. [Okay i got it from friendster.]
Lindee: Aku tak pernah letak kat friendster la. Saper ni? Maner kau dapat number akuuuu? [Where got i put at fster? WHOS THIS? WHERE YOU GT MY NUMBER?]
SM: Dah lamer la aku ader number kau. [i have yr number since ages ago uh.]
(blahblahblah)
Lindee: Abeh asal call? [Why did you call?]
SM: Aku nak ajak kau keluar kau nak? [I ask you out you want?]
Lindee: Tak nak ah. Asal caaaaaaaalllll? [No , why you call?]
SM: Aku nak ajak kau kluar kau tk nk kan. Abeh kau tanyer aku asal aku call. (say whuuuut?)
Lindee: Pasal ah aku tak nak kuar ngan kau. Call asal?
SM: (repeats same thng) & asal ni kau bebual macam (some mat-ish words i dont understand)
SM: Kau minah rep eh? Sombong jer bebual...
Lindee: Kalau aku minah rep , kau aper hal?
Lindee: (lembut-lembut bebual) Asal kau call?
(blahblahblah)
Lindee: Dah aku kner pergi okay bye.
SM: OI.
Lindee: (repeats same thng)
SM: OI.
Lindee: BYE. -o-

.......
......
.....
....
...
..
.

WHATEVER LA B*TCH.
if i know who you are, walao youre so gone, like real gone.
i have a feeling its... _ _ _ _ _.

When love is not madness, it aint love.

2009-05-07T19:26:00.000-07:00

i officially miss school.

(:

four papers left.
1. Sastera Paper 2
2. E Maths
3. History
4. Physics

(!)

i need a better life.

twisted tales.

2009-04-27T03:34:00.000-07:00

hey.
I'm sorry cuz i really think i'm not involved but hey guys,
its better to settle things face to face.

to A;
lying thru yr teeth, its really obvious. i'm sorry for saying this , but i'm saying whut i know, and i'm sure whut i know is th truth. cuz its not only based on whut i or C thinks but i asked th rest , th rest who know abt it. the rest whom you told this "story" to. i'm not trying to be yr enemy , but i dont like liars. youre still my friend , but if you lie then its your own guilty conscience you have to worry abt. not my problem , i guess.

to C;
hey girl. dont get so hot headed. chill. lets work it out the right way. lets not get mad all over. i understnd how you feel , though. man , we'll see how it goes. cheers , biatch.

What will you defend?

2009-04-24T22:55:00.000-07:00

OMG I CANT BELIEVE I DID THIS.
LOL Taufik , i'm sorry. Just wanted to show Syaz that I'll beat her to it. :D

and i did !

MUAHAHAHA I ROCK.

and , HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZHIYEE!

haha, its great being your chem partner ,
watching you suck up the wrong chemical,
and laugh our asses off. LOL.
since youve turned 15, i shall upskirt you more often,
and i shall try *pulling down your shorts too.
HAHAHAHAHAH , lol .
On that note, Happy Bday dood.

and selamat sayonara! :D

betrayed.

2009-04-24T04:37:00.000-07:00

damn.
i just feel so damn betrayed today.
fish you la.
walao , i waited. like, wtf?
nevermind , i guess im over-reacting.

but i just feel so betrayed , for fuck's sake.
hah, fuck's sake is the in phrase.

to cheer myself up. ^^
Michael Copon. HAHA, like coupon. :D
but still , he's hot ! haha , but im still faithful to Kris <3

adios.

(we're) the best of the best.

2009-04-23T01:23:00.000-07:00

pics by; carly.
edited by; lindee.

Crushcrushcrush - Paramore

I got a lot to say to you
Yeah, I got a lot to say
I noticed your eyes are always glued to me
Keeping them here
And it makes no sense at all

They taped over your mouth
Scribbled out the truth with their lies
You little spies

They taped over your mouth
Scribbled out the truth with their lies
You little spies

Crush, crush, crush
Crush, crush
(Two, three, four)

Nothing compares to
A quiet evening alone
Just the one, two
I was just counting on

That never happens
I guess I'm dreaming again
Let's be more than this

If you want to play it like a game
Well, come on, come on, let's play
'Cause I'd rather waste my life pretending
Than have to forget you for one whole minute

They taped over your mouth
Scribbled out the truth with their lies
You little spies

They taped over your mouth
Scribbled out the truth with their lies
You little spies

Crush, crush, crush
Crush, crush
(Two, three, four)

Nothing compares to
A quiet evening alone
Just the one, two
I was just counting on

That never happens
I guess I'm dreaming again
Let's be more than this now

Rock and roll, baby
Don't you know
That we're all alone now?
I need something to sing about

Rock and roll, hey
Don't you know, baby
We're all alone now?
I need something to sing about

Rock and roll, hey
Don't you know, baby
We're all alone now?
Give me something to sing about

Nothing compares to
A quiet evening alone
Just the one, two
I was just counting on

That never happens
I guess I'm dreaming again
Let's be more than
No, oh

Nothing compares to
A quiet evening alone
Just the one, two
I was just counting on

That never happens
I guess I'm dreaming again
Let's be more than
More than this

glued together like a leech.

2009-04-22T01:52:00.000-07:00

he is officially my current boyfriend.
:D

HAHAHAHHAHA LOL!
he so cute! cannot take it sia. :D :D muahahahaha lol.

JUST NOW, auditions. mannnnnnnnnnn.

shant elaborate.

BYE BYE BOYFRIEND. :D

CUTE MUCH?

2009-04-18T04:48:00.000-07:00

Kristopher Turner.

He is TOO cute. OMG, i mean like just look at him. His smile makes me *melt*. Sheesh dude, I could do a boyfriend like you. :D

LOL. Met up with Audrey just now. (:

OH YA , MY HISTORY SBQ IS PRACTICALLY WAITING FOR ME TO FINISH IT.

okay bye.

pissed.

2009-04-17T03:57:00.000-07:00

^^ aint she so CUTE ? hahahhahahhaha. (duh, i am cute. okay , was.)

was super pissed but these ppl made me so much happier. cheers loves. :D

especially carlyna , LOOOL. CARLYNA , APEK TU KETOK PINTU MRT ! :D

jumpshot !

2009-04-13T02:40:00.000-07:00

OMG I LOVE THIS PICTUREEEE ! :D

haha, memories. nice.

2009-04-10T23:36:00.000-07:00

BOO!

hahah hello.
I WANT THE PIX.

:D

lol im bored and idk whut to post abt.

):

cultural show.

2009-04-10T04:44:00.000-07:00

(oh yes this picture ,si adek shira dah gi tarik topi tu half way seyh. [!] )

LOL HAHA PICHAAAAAAAAS. dhiyyah has like more of them. zozos also. I WANT OKAY. :D okay so met audrey at bustop at 1220 and then went to lot1 and took neos. then ate ljs and then went popular (for dunno wut) and met sha at 2 smth. went to sch, changed and (!) my hair like pontianak , (as ppl commented) :D haha , BOO IM A PONTI. :D wtf. then took loadz of pichas ! !

HAH I WANT PIX , SOON.

hurry up and upload la ppl. :D

elearningday part II.

2009-04-09T01:30:00.000-07:00

lol okay ive been wanting to post this pic for a long time.
the whole story behind this pic is that ... once upon a time , during english lesson , some ppl were cutting down th trees outside. being very curious , everyone was distracted by it and so Ms Phua let us watch it (cutting down/ pulling down of the last tree) and continued with her lesson aft that.

(and i discreetly tried to take a pic of this phenomenon and THERE YOU HAVE IT.)

yay.

:D

haha lol. eh srsly i'd rather go to sch. my eyes hurt and all ive done is ss and history. tk ikot timetable langsung kans. :D but still.

): elearning sarks.

elearningday(:

2009-04-08T16:18:00.000-07:00

haha hello.
e learning day today ! haaaaaaaaa , i rly wna go out but i'm tired. ):

HELP?!?

haahaahaa , friday la go out. before and aft th cultural show :D heheh.

interview thangy sucked , cuz it toook sooooo long. ZZZZZZ.

:P

Mystery Man.

2009-04-04T04:42:00.000-07:00

boo.

okay went out with Audrey today. Mac-ed , and then went 399. went to Red Box and then , i saw like a figure pass behind Audrey's back in the mirror behind her.

*shivers

like wtf. i was a male/man/guy/wutever and yeah it was fast. Audrey and I like freaked out and ran off. or rather ,out of th shop.

SHEEESH 'AMIRAH WE HAVE HOMEWORK TO DO YO ASSHOLE. :D

that is so fake cuz you think i'm gna do it?

no.

GAYS MARRIAGES SHLD BE LEGALISED IN SINGAPORE.

2009-04-03T04:20:00.000-07:00

thats th headlines for english lesson today. i took over kilice's part cuz she didnt wna do it. it was a nice hot debate till th proposition team kept rebutting abt anal sex. HELLO MY DEARS , i knw you dont have anythng else to rebut abt , but dont go so despo pls. we like reiterated our point like so many times? hais.
and at th last part , someone had to ask us stupid qns. im sorry , i really find it stupid.
ME: zy had phrased whut she meant wrongly. whut she actually wanted to say was that gays would influence their adopted children to become gays too when they grow up , and thus there will be more gays in this society , and it will not be a normal society.
(insert) : wut if there's only one gay in this world? who's th first gay?

HELLLOOOOOOOOOO , YOUR QNS HAVE NO BLOODY LINK ! ZZZZZZZZ.

nehmind. dont wna continue abt this.

NAFA NAFA NAFA !

Pull-Ups : 3 -hehehe.
Sit-Ups : 30 -hehehehe.
Shuttle Run : 11.6 ):
Standing Broad Jump : 144cm -can la can.
Sit and Reach : A FRICKING 48 cm CAN? A tau. (:

my life is such a mess. guides , studies , homework , friends and love ): guides ; i knw that ive changed (for th worse) and i dont know why. im just not interested in gng anymore. like ever since before camp? i know everyone is busy but as much as i tried , ppl still blamed me for th things i did or didnt do. i guess all my enthusiasm , interest and whatever went away with my tears. im tired of being told whut to do , especially when i dont like it. i dont wna be a faker just to win th seniors' hearts and get a high post. im okay with anythng , even nth cuz i just dont care anymore. there might be thngs that'll help but i currently dont have th heart and th mood to do thngs and try to win ppl's hearts. im sorry to whoever im disappointing. as a PS , i feel i dont deserve this post. i just dont know whut to do. ive lost myself. somewhere.

btw , my tagboard is linked like at th bottom of this page.

2009-04-01T04:11:00.000-07:00

HAH.
today not bad. quite fun.

will post abt today tmrwwwww.

toodles , asses.

ASSSSSS.

2009-03-21T00:05:00.000-07:00

MY ASS HURTS CUZ I FELL.

GRRRR.

Twisted.

2009-03-20T03:45:00.001-07:00

well , life currently sucks.

):

time flies so fast when youre having fun.

2009-03-18T00:35:00.000-07:00

haaaaaa , this was taken just now.

Day 1.

Muahaha. Reached Lot 1 at 6.45am , to meet Syaf. Then headed for McDonald's to eat breakfast, and soon ,the rest came streaming in. Haha. But we left earlier cuz Syaf needed smth from Dhiyyah. Then , fell in at 7 smth , near 8am. Blah shit , set up tents and then inspection. ZZZZZ. Aft that , set off for hike ! Bus-ed to some void deck , then circled Bukit Panjang Estate for 1hr. Aft that , since it stopped raining, we walked all the way to th MOE Dairy Farm Adventure Camp place. OUR CAMP PLACE LAST YR ! :D haha. then , walked all the way till the fields , and had a PICNIC. -o- okay , wow that was th first time i ate salmon spread. not gna eat it agn. :X then , had th water bottle game! haha ,it was fun and dirty. Shazwani kept tickling siah , and i kept screaaaaamin. haaaaa. bleah , my shirt was mud-ded. my shorts was mud-wet. bullshaaaat. then aft that hiked back , and this time , i was infront. like really infront . haha , shockingly i didnt feel tired. just kept walking and walking. somehow it was fun; walking ,staring into space and watch someone make fun of himself. HAHA, an orange from th box Nelson was holding rolled down th stairs on th overhead bridge -o- reached sch at 7 smth. wei , we hiked for 5 hrs, includin th one hr picnic. haha , I WASNT TIRED , so i dont really mind. yay. dinner , spilled curry on my shirt ,and then my rice flew ~ so i decided not to eat. thenn at night , got war games ! got caught once. :DDD yaaaaay. haha , it was fun fun fun fun fun (funny) lor. aft that , supper and wash up and lights out. well , i couldnt sleep. i drifted to sleep at 12 smth , and woke up at 1.30am. -o- at 2 , went to toilet with Zhi Qing. HAHA , WHEN I WOKE HER UP , EVERYONE IN TH TENT WOKE UP. and Insyirah tot it was 5 , and said "Where's my toiletries?" HAHA PAISEYHHHH. then , managed to sleep till 5.23am.

Day 2.

PT was wtf. 10 rounds arnd parade square , and my arms ache la kan. aft that ,breakfast , inspection blahblah. aft that , OUTDOOR COOKING. i swear I (accidentally) ATE MORE ASHES THAN ANYTHING ELSE. GRRRRR. i was like , * blow blow blow BLOW cough cough cough choke choke choke (ashes go into my mouth and eyes) * ): FFFFF TH FIRE. its all my fault , for spillin th maggi soup ): hais. aft th whole thang , help Insyirah and Shazwani wash their patrol's mess tins. with my DARLIEEEEEE. :DDD haha . aft that, got SRIC. with Dopey Patrol. :D aft dinner (which i didnt eat cuz it didnt look nice, i tell you), we prepared for campfire. OKAY I THINK MY EMCEEING WAS A TOTAL FUCKCOCKUPSHITBULLCRAPHELL. i wasnt high until th Friendship Dance song. was just feeling so pissed la. nehmind ,nehmind. at night , I WAS WOKEN UP FOR NIGHT WALK. partnered MJ. screwed up la th thng. th guy who was supposed to scare us was drinking water at water cooler -,- then , i went back to sleep even tho it was 5am. :DD

Day 3.

PT , i didnt run. had stomach ache. helped Syaf get her stuff cuz she was gng home. she was sick ): sad lor. aft that ,breakfast-ed. then , inspection and then TELEMATCH. GAAAAAH , SHAMPOO GAME. they shampooed my hair , and to wash th shampoo off , they threw th whole bucket of water down my head. so i was totally wet. like totally. even my shoes la , sacrificed it for th game. Syahirah (almost everyone else too) got drenched , fully ,ever since it was done to me first. -o- haha , YuanShen and i planned to throw water at Nelson ,and we succeeded! HAHA YAY YAY. so , went to shampoo hair agn while others pack th tent. then , helped with th flysheet thng . aft that , got area cleaning and then prize giving ceremony. Tana paiseyh-ed , hahahahahahah. Okay so Happy Patrol won overall. Asyraf so semangat sey. HAHAHAHAH. okay overall , i had fun at camp. will miss those 3 days. D:

gna miss th ppl ive had fun with tooooooooo. and mopping th floor with YuanShen. :D

I WILL MISS YOU , CAMP. ): byebye.

bullshat.

2009-03-13T03:37:00.000-07:00

Today has been one hell of a bullshit.
Nothing’s gone the way I want it to be.
Bball was sucha shit. First match ,won 3L1.
Second match ,lost by 1 point to 3C. Its okay la.
Feeling disheartened , I went to watch th boys play.
Felt so upset that they were losing. Shouted my lungs out, but damn , cheering doesn’t work. Shit that* class. Manjer giler babi. Asek foul jer. StupidBloodyAssingFuckas. GoSuckBallsMan. :F Then , girls team 2 had their first match. Won over idk which class. Then , they lost against 3M1. I’m not tryna be a sore losa or anythang , but they played fuckeying rough. But ,since its over ,its over. Like I can do anything abt it. :FFF

Haha , funny thang was that Zaza fell down after scoring and rolled over. MUAHAHAHA ZOMG SO FUNNEH CAN. :D lol.

Too add on to th shit , all this camp shit is really making me so stressed . haha , till I cried. Cuz I’m being blamed for th things I didn’t do , in a way. Hais , life sucks. BUT HELL , someone SAW ME CRYING. DAMNNNNNN. >.< okay then had ‘camp interview’ with LK. What he said motivated me to try and prove myself. And to try harder in Guides. :D And to try work things out with (insert name). Hais. Hope life gets much betta soon.
Just now went home with Carlyna. Maybe gng outta with her tmrw. Maybe jer. :D Haha , okay bye. (:

Ps: tyvm to Carl , Huiyan , Mira and those who comforted me. Appreciated muchos kay girlfriends ? (:

holidays , COME QUICK !

2009-03-12T04:42:00.000-07:00

yaaaaaaaaaaaaaay. haha , im high cuz holidays are coming. :DDD

so todaaaay, started with SS? haha , lucky no timed prac. and btw , i havnt hand in th ex bk. :FF then , MT , someone sabo-ed 3L1 express students' marks. and my lit marks are like crap. everyone's lit marks are like crap. (malay lit) GRRRR. then , had elread. was scribbling "hothothothothothothot" on my paper then miss phua asked me to keep ): boo hoo hoo . then reccess ate with carlyna , and talked abt _____ and ______'s mushy stuff. HAHA. LOL. aft reccess was free period. suppossedly physics but mr hisham nv come. and we (atiqah , me , guodong , le tian , qikai and etc) were talking abt _____'s video. LOL. LE TIAN IS HORNY. MUAHAHAHAH sick idiot. then was ... i cant recall. smth then glebam. i cant rmbr sia. okay stml. glebam was at level 2 study area. sorraaaay , but it was b-o-r-i-n-g. zzzzzzzzzz. aft that , did hist quiz . carlyna and i did like guess guess , left alot of blanks then , we went off. to register ic thngy. haha , my picture sucks la can. :FFFFF

zzzzzz , then aft that ate and had guides . oh yeah , i forgot to mention , ALLISA DAH BREAK VOICE:D heheheh cool siol. :DDDDDDD okay see you tmrw suckas, that is if yourre coming. :D

2009-03-11T02:02:00.001-07:00

i just dont know what to blog abt these days.

hais.

2009-03-01T04:26:00.000-08:00

its kinda hard when you know the truth ,but it becomes easy when your feelings fade away.

HEY. back from IMM. i just donte know what to blog about la . so byebye.
(:

Melancholy.

2009-02-28T02:17:00.000-08:00

Melancholy - and baaaaaaby, thats th name of my perfume. well, im not sad or anythng , but it just came to mind. maybe well ,i am sad. no that sad ,just mildly sad. well ,whatever.

okay. CHEM WORKSHOP WAS A BLASTTTTTTT. (: firstly ,th lecture was omfgxzxzxshort. then we had BREAKFAAST/teabreak. okay luh th food. <33 th chocolatebrownieswithwalnuts(: then started doing th PAPERWEIGHT. too bad my comp can load th pix, maybe next time. my paperweight is orange, sort of, and it has my name in it(: yaaaaaaaay. taking it out of th beaker was a chore. :F then ,went for lunch at some bloody hawker centre and th food sarked. :( okay ,then went back to do th phosphate thingy. it seriously looked like PEE. esp th most concentrated one. yuck.

then lastly ,went to make th perfume. i tell you ,Ginger ,Cedarwood and Santalol smells waaaay weird. like ,yuckweird ,not niceweird. like ,yuck yuck yuck. so , added Rose , Ylang-ylang(pronouced as YEE-lung , YEE-lung) and th Cymbidium Orchid thngy. smells not bad ,okaaaay. (: YAY.
i named mine Melancholy. Shahirah's is Imagine...U&I. 'Amirah's is Unfaithful. Syafiqah's is Metamorphosis. yaaaay everyone.

we took alot of pix. Syafiqah so obscene carry her bag like tht lor. HEH. LOLOLOL.
onthway to th mrt station , it was raining, so i wore meh hoodie and GuoDong was like "HAAAA, MORONIC." yo, stop moron-ing me can? -o- LOL.

now im tired ,and just had maggie. CURRY(:

xoxo , lindee(:

(: good day !

2009-02-25T01:07:00.000-08:00

(cuz we're one for all, all for one)

got back social studs alr:D 8/9 ! BAAAAAM ! HOWS THAT? haha ,kidding. ms lim was waaaaaaay lenient. i worte so short la deh. heeeeh. okay gtg do other stuff. later(:

quiz:/

2009-02-23T01:19:00.000-08:00

SECTION 1 ♥
1. HONESTLY WHAT COLOR IS YOUR SHIRT?
` white. sch blouse.
.
2. HONESTLY, WHATS ON YOUR MIND?
`someone(:
.
3. HONESTLY, WHAT ARE YOU DOING RIGHT NOW?
`thinking of SOMEONE ,and doing this(:
.
4. HONESTLY,DO YOU LIKE BRITNEY SPEARS?
`cancan luh.
.
6. HONESTLY, HAVE YOU DONE SOMETHING BAD TODAY?
`wrestled with 'mira. is that bad?
.
7. HONESTLY, DO YOU WATCH DISNEY CHANNEL?
`at gramma's hse ,yes.
.
8. HONESTLY, WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON U TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?
`i dont rmbr.
.
9. HONESTLY, ARE YOU JEALOUS OF SOMEONE RIGHT NOW?
`i dont know. not someone, but ppl who get who they love(: but good for them tho.
.
10. HONESTLY, WHAT MAKES YOU MAD MOST OF THE TIME?
`idk.
.
11. HONESTLY, DO YOU BITE YOUR NAILS?
`yeaaaaaah. at times.
.
13. HONESTLY, DO YOU WANT TO SEE SOMEONE THIS VERY MOMENT?
`yessssssir. duh ,of cos lah.
.
14. HONESTLY, DO YOU HAVE A DEEP DARK SECRET?
`no? -o-
.
15. HONESTLY, DO YOU HAVE A FRIEND THAT YOU REALLY DON’T LIKE?
`haha ,is that a trick qn? -o-
.
17. HONESTLY, DO YOU LIKE/LOVE ANYONE?
`duh . :D ily bodoh!
.
18. HONESTLY, WOULD YOU KISS THE LAST PERSON YOU KISSED?
`amirah? NO. (i kissed her hair by accident okay)
.
20. HONESTLY, WHAT DO YOU WANT RIGHT NOW?
`TO TALK TO HIM !
SECTION TWO ♥
1. HONESTLY, WHAT DO YOU DO WHEN YOU GET MAD?
`kick their balls.
.
2. WHAT'S THE WORST THING YOU'VE DONE WHEN YOU WERE MAD?
`i dk. :F
.
3. HONESTLY, WHEN'S THE LAST TIME YOU CRIED?
`yesterday.
.
4. EVER CRIED YOURSELF TO SLEEP?
`yeah ,yesterday.
.
5. DO CERTAIN SONGS MAKE YOU CRY?
`YES.
.
6. WHAT USUALLY MAKES YOU CRY?
`some stuff.
.
7. Do YOU MISS YOUR EX'ES?
dot do do dot , DOT DOT. -o-
SECTION THREE ♥
1. IS THERE SOMEONE RIGHT NOW, THAT COULD DO SOMETHING TO MAKE YOU HAPPY?
`yeah. sadly its not gna happen.
.
2. WHO CAN MAKE YOU HAPPY?
`HIM la who else. bloody basket.
.
3. HOW WAS YOUR V'DAY?
`sucky.
SECTION 4 ♥
1. WHAT ARE YOUR PLANS FOR TODAY?
`study chem.
.
2. WHAT'S THE LAST OR CURRENT BOOK YOUR READING?
`chemistry matters
.
3. DO YOU HAVE ANY HOMEWORK?
`nope.
.
4. A is FOR ?
`AZLINDA.
5. WHAT ARE YOU CURRENTLY LISTENING?
`my mum nag.

(:

2009-02-20T03:16:00.000-08:00

Happy Thinking Day and Founder's Day to guides and scouts respectively(:

so , today is hell tiring. reached sch at 6.15 ,gate opended at 6.20 -o- then changed ,and wandered arnd parade square cuz imma reserve. then last min ,they swapped me and zhiqing. sorry girl ,i still feeel bad even tho you said you didnt mind ):
yay for contingent , and teachers , who gave us choc wafers.

english CT ,did qn 3. english period , crapped with hanyan. "Sila ambil perhatian, demi keselamatan anda, harap berdiri di belakang garisan kuning."

Then hanyan said to 'amirah, " 'Amirah, saya tahu kamu cinta sama A_ _ _R." mwahahaha ! thats what i tot her. hanyan is a good student(: lol !

ss paper was schit la. idk what to write :F .
then had patrol meeting after school. yeah right Gideon ,rubber duckies. -o-

then i walked to mira hse , ALONE. then cooked instant noodles for everyone. :DDD

aft sch , got randai. listening to everyone saying th script flashbacked me of th december hols ,and th performance. i miss those times where we played truth or dare ,when th guys played soccer and we watched and laughed like hell ,when we could actually go home . and when we had fun , and stuff like that. super unforgettable moments that i would cherish my whole life. (:

( the crewwwwwwwwww. :D )

love.

2009-02-19T03:12:00.000-08:00

Today is so much better than yesterday. I cant stop thinking about ______ ,even tho CT starts tmrw. I've gotta get ______ outta my head ,by tmrw. I cant sit thru a paper while thinking abt ______ cant I? I really wanna do well for my CTs ,but its just one thng i cant get outta my brain, thats stopping me. Its really all my fault. Maybe I should stop liking ______ overall. I need to get my heart back ,and fast. All I really want is to at least be able to talk to you ,to know you and stuff like that. But ,it seems impossible now, cos I feel that I've waited too long. Or maybe I'm just plain impatient. OH FLUCK MAN.

I just wish . Wish.
PS: MATHS SUCK BALLS*.
*fishballs (as Khalid said.)

caramel cheer !

2009-02-16T02:45:00.000-08:00

haaaaaaaaaaaaaaa, met da and dreys just now.

pichas at my fster okay? lazy upload here. (by tmrw. today comp got prob.)

http://profiles.friendster.com/lindeemcstar

:] cheerios.

v day.

2009-02-13T23:31:00.000-08:00

today , im sad . its like v day and im rotting at home , supposedly to do h/w . met audrey at jp just now , starbucks-ed and talked a lot . what a bitch la that guy -o-

bought this pink thng , on my bag now . audrey's says " Don't Touch!" mine says " PUT it BACK, its MINE!" heheh .

i need someone who would understand. i need someone who would make me smile. i need someone who would be there for me , always , all ways . and thus , i need you . but you aint there for me . aint , and you'll never be . ):

love ,

2009-02-13T02:13:00.000-08:00

happy v day to everyone ,

today's not a happy day.

feel so down ,

so sick of somethings ,
but thanks sarah ! made me feel better :]

sarah and i went bowl-noodle-ing at 7-11 aft sch, and we shared a Super Big Gulp.

talked a lot wit her ,

and stuff like that.

and sorry hafiz , i'll give you teh one buck on mondaaaay. sorry sorry ,tkder change .

and thanks kilice . :]

tmrw got guides , ugh.

yaaaaaaaay , BW wit dreys and brenn. tmrwwww. :]]]]]

cos you make me feel like im Little Miss Sunshine. :]

2009-02-12T04:08:00.000-08:00

hehe ,random. :]

tmrw ,tmrw. hais, i'll be celebrating v day wit friends again. special someone is not here yet ,maybe next year :]

guides was tiring sia. i aint in contingent [yaaaaaaaay] and we washed bottles just now. En Tong and I looked arnd all over sch for bottles. yaaaaaaay ,mission accomplished dudeeee. :]]

look, im waaaaay tired. anything ,call or msg me. off to do other stuff~

2009-02-11T04:59:00.000-08:00

hullo . :]
im uber happy today ,and theres three reasons for it.

1. i saw __________ today ! oh ,joy. :]

2. bengkel kewartawanan was hilarious. actually, syazana was hilarious. -o-

3. i just got my new sofa bed ,which is pink!

lalala , too happy liao. sastera got homework eh?{ to shalinah :] } ... -o- lol.
th workshp was wooookay , Cik Juliana was nicee . our article was crap shyte seyh , sarah and shazzzzy. -o- Muzik keper? LOL. mepek ah th guys article. ------ berkhatan kepa. -o- i shall reveal your article at a later date. for now, im sorry goodbye. random.

`the hand clap.

2009-02-09T02:44:00.001-08:00

thats th title of th dance for Old Skool Hip Hop ! :]]

its uber cool la ,and fun.

we learnt waving , snaking . like fun de lor. :]]]

brennnnn , happy belated bday :FF saturday we go watch bride wars okay? :]

we treat you one . da laundries forever! -o-

hahaha. had guides just now, damn frickin tired. gng to religious class later :DD

`sayonaraaaaaaaa.

heloooooooo!

2009-02-07T00:46:00.001-08:00

todaaaaaaay, got tuition. shira nvr come ); , so it wasnt as lively. i did 20 maths sums okay! and all correct , :] proud la sey. then went to JP wit syaz, bought HAIR EXTENSIONS! lol. then went to Converse to help brother pick a bag. and SYAZ ,HE CHOSE TH ONE I RECOMMENDED :]]] hahaaaaaaa, your reco not nice :PP

and syaz, stop it seyh with the pekakketok :/ lol.
<33333 SH la seyh, thanks for telling me about him :] hahahahahah lol lmao. did my homework already , some la not all. :] heheh.

moving on, i love my hair extensions. red/maroon , dark brown and black -_- black is so not needed sey. i love th red one, so cool. :]] hahahah.

oh wait, i forgot to say, im the tallest [girl] in class! yay. :]] :]]

sickening.

2009-02-06T03:04:00.000-08:00

i didnt know you went so low til you had to ask him to *protect* you. hais, eh boy, nk carik aku, nk carik pasal? marilah ,come come. how uncivilised seyh. and this is that guy you care so much for? complain lagi ah kat dier. mari ah ,carik aku. -o- some ppl have nth else to blog about, but me. i am honored. :]

so, PE wasnt excruciating. we RAN FIVE ROUNDS, kan girls? kan carlyna? kan shazzy? hahahahah, lol. ;]] haha mcm gang fight sey tadi. lol. nball was slow ah ,but okay okay kan? i did TWO pull ups today okay! improved lor. :]]]] hahhahahaha. randai tiring seyh. my legs hurt like shittttt, stomach in ,push yr spine in ,like wth;/// hahah, gotta run! bye.

2009-02-05T03:39:00.000-08:00

haha, say whatever you want ,attentionseeker. i dont care. :]

guides was funnnnn! and tiring. awwwwww.

performance coming soon deh. gotta rehearse and rehearse!

we can do it girls! :]

i ♥ S.H. , hehehe.

:) thanks babes.

2009-02-04T02:45:00.001-08:00

HOLA~

its a new day, a new life and a new beginning. and it shld stay this way ,for th better. mock me, say whatever you want, it doesnt affect me ,not anymore. i dont want to keep rebutting anymore, cos its just wasting my time. last time im rebutting, i didnt say i couldnt accept your flaws, didnt i? think before you talk, dumb. but i dont care la now. i dont know you and you dont know me, simple. im th happiest kid in town. i dont care if you you weep ,sob ,cry or break down or whatever. and agaain, i dont care, cos im hell not concerned. outcast yourself, and gain pity from th crowd, im sure it'll work. fabulous job youve done there. :)

dreys and bren, youre right. :] its useless la holding on. ppl like this kan... hais. nvrmind. lets move on.

old skool hiphop was funn! :] yaaaaaay th teacher. lol. so coool. hahaha. no homework todayyyyy :DDDD i need to find my thermomether. heh.

*finding*

*still finding*

okay im gna look for it for real now. :] bye.

no school! :]

2009-02-02T18:38:00.001-08:00

lol , no school today. yaaaaaay?

but ive gotta do compo, no inspiration la. dialog ah buat! YAAAAAAY.

fish! common test starts in 2 weeks? aaaaaah mamaaa. -o-ll gotta study study study. maths might just - kill me. ): lol. hahahahahahahah. dreys asked me out, but sorry babe, gotta do homework. i soung like a goodie-goodie, but i dont care. gotta pass well, gotta do my best for ct. :]

cos i want an mp4! :] mummy and daddy promised to buy me mp4 if i do well, so wait for me la kan mp4! :]]]

dada! <3

4 Steps to HAPPY-fy yourself :D

2009-01-30T21:49:00.000-08:00

Four Steps to HAPPY-fy yourself. :}
[must be thick-skinned de lah.]

1. Change all your two hundred sixty 20 cent coins at a kedai Jamu. :]

2. Collect your ten dollar notes.

3. BUY YOUR BAG! :] Gold and Black tau. :]

4. Go Chamelon and shop like orang giler! :]

YAY I LOVE MY NEW BAG CAN?
Thanks Syaz for accompanying me and being super thick-skinned w me at kedai Jamu. LOOL, like wth la kan? I love th hairband also, so cool. Remember to wear on Saturday tau! :]]]

hahaha, lol.

i feel much happier now. :]

QUIZ SPAMMMEEEE.

2009-01-30T01:14:00.000-08:00

Name a person that you instantly smile when you see they are calling?
` girlfies can ?

Is your current relationship status single or complicated?
` single but ... :)

Are you satisfied with what you currently have in life?
` no obviously nt luh kan. -,-

Have you ever skipped class?
` i dont know. maybe gt la kn.

Do people ever think you are older or younger than you actually are?
` i dont know. i look my age i guess.

Got someone on your mind?
` yeaaaaah, asal nk tau?

If someone liked you right now, would you want them to tell you?
` why not? :)

Have you ever liked someone a lot older than you?
` a lot , 13 years older tau : Taufik B. la kan, who else. :]

What are you listening to?
` SEVENTEEN FOREVER! :]

Who was the last person to make you laugh?
` lysaaaaaaah. :]

Last thing you ate?
` chicken pattie rice wit lysaaaaah .

How many people are you texting?
` noooone now.

Will you be in bed within twenty minutes?
` nooooooope.

Who were the last friends you were chilling with?
` lysaaaaah and sha.

Who was the last person you saw in person?
` mummyyyyy?

What is the last non-alcoholic beverage you had?
` water!

Could you ever forgive a cheater?
` see first bahs .

Do you have a friend you can tell stuff to and you are sure they wont tell?
` yeah , sure dooo.

How old do you want to be when you get engaged?
` asaaaaal, you want to cme to my engagement isit? cancancan.

If your most recent ex said they hate you, you say?
` haha, nvermind lets not answer this qn .

Are you any good at math?
` whole numbers can can. :]

Have you ever liked someone who had a boyfriend or girlfriend?
` yeaaaah , bt nt so into him luh kan.

Does the future scare you?
` *shivers* you think?

Would you ever leave your loved one if anyone asked you to?
` noooooooooo , of cos not.

Good day?
` no good babeh, until after school!

Is there anyone you trust who you shouldnt?
` used to maybe.

Is there someone you cant stop thinking about?
` ader laaaaaaaaaaaa. kaypoh betols.

Do you hate the last guy you had a conversation with?
` ... who ah? i cant rmbr seriouslyyyy.

Whats on your mind?
` homework, and HIM! :]]]

How is your life?
` like that lor. :D

5 people ;
1. sha sha sha - linah.
2. syafiqqqqqqq.
3. dreeeeeys. :]
4. brendadadada!
5. syaz , if you cn.

NEW SKIN:/

2009-01-26T22:31:00.001-08:00

haha, th way i see it, th fonts are xtra large.

maybe my comp gt prob?

i dk. :]]

F , YOU.

2009-01-25T18:42:00.000-08:00

been feeling rather down lately.

but still, there's smth that keeps me alive.

hope that wont go too.

sickening day.

2009-01-22T21:36:00.000-08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR ! :]

in advanced?

hahaa, concert was practically half-crap,

with pathetic encores and stuff like that.

but overall okay luh. :]

liked th international dance performance,

hated th CIP.

lame thing, so plain dumb.

-,-

but thankyou Mr Ng for th drink! :)))

hahaha.

then went to mira's hse, chilled out from 12.15pm to like 2.30pm?

LOL. hahah.

YAY IM FREE FROM TARIAN AND ONLY HAVE RANDAI! :]]]

lol lmao. -,-

2009-01-19T03:43:00.000-08:00

scandal baru nmpak!

haha, sweet seyh.

btw, its 'AMIRAH and her senior.

dont get th wrong idea.

but, getting th wrong idea is fun sometimes...

2009-01-16T20:50:00.000-08:00

lol, hahahaha.

im dead tired i tell you. th banner is super nice! :]]]

hahaha.

slappy pappy.

2009-01-13T00:57:00.000-08:00

omfg i seriously feel like slapping SLAPPY. stop wit th *nk carik pasal* stare la please eh. shit you la.

TOO FRUSTRATED TO BLOG!

2009-01-10T00:09:00.000-08:00

a new year, a new class.

2009-01-02T22:22:00.000-08:00

2009,

and so not liking th way th year started.

ended up in one hell of a class with almost everyone i dont know,

at least almost,

and form teach is maths teacher,

OF ALL SUBJECTS.

damn.

missing being in '02 for once,

ytd, reached school at 6.50am, and headed for canteen. then checked th board of classes, etc etc. then served, sort of. haha, what a job. then changed and assembled. then reccess-ed! :D:D planned to meet lysah after sch but couldnt find her. SORRY GIRL. then aft sch ,went to collect sch uni ,bot iceblended and went mira's crib. watched tv before gng to sch for malay dance (sempat seyh) . :]] i think malay dance has complicated steps. sort of. twisted all th nerves in my brain. or rather ,my feet. -__- then some problems cropped up ,guides thangg. like wth seyyyyy. bullschiiiiit. dont feel like attending campfire now. ://

reached home at 6.20pm. :D almost 12 hrs aft i went out to sch. :DDDDDD

for th year, i hope i can ace my grades, and do better than last year. dont want crap anymore. i dont really know if i can survive in this class ,but i'll try my best [: put aside all th shits, and study hard and play less ~~harder~~. [:

"All glory comes from daring to begin."
Eugene F. Ware

twilight!

2008-12-31T22:35:00.000-08:00

geeeeeeeee. twilight was fantastic! edward is soooooooooo sweet, hot and gorgeous. lucky bella. :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD lol hahahahaha.

):

2008-12-30T00:33:00.000-08:00

wheeeeeeeeeeee.

few more days till we get back to school! :}

awww im gna miss th hols. ):

♥

You Are Cinnamon Flavored Gum

You are daring, active, and a little outrageous.

You crave adventure and novelty. You like to mix things up.

Your personality is extra spicy and larger than life.

You love to have fun, and you are passionate about everything you do.

You're definitely a fiery person, and you don't back down from a fight.

Most people love your fire - but you can be a bit too intense at times!

What Flavor Gum Are You?

holidays are leaving. ):

2008-12-27T01:44:00.000-08:00

i tell you, i like this picture.

blurred th bad hand gesture ,tsktsktsk.

but that's what makes my brother himself, an M. Shadows wannabe. almost there , almost there.

okay im lying. :D

whatever. school's starting so soon, i feel like i havent had a moment of fun during th hols. okay, maybe just not enough.

dont go away hols, please?

back and better.

2008-12-23T19:26:00.001-08:00

yawzaaaaaaaa. im back. a few days ago actually, but lazy to blog , so yeaaaah.

next post will come with more pichasss. :D gotta go,

:}

2008-12-17T18:34:00.001-08:00

hey{:

last post before i go to Melaka. :D

WILL BE BACK SOOOOOON.

Suria Hatiku;

2008-12-17T02:25:00.000-08:00

mummy , i couldnt find a LARGER picture. ):

this guy is soooooooo hot. *melts.*

seriously, i'd love th person who buys me this.

I WAAAAAAAANT. {:

any kind soul with some extra $$ ,buy for meeeee! :D

it has 10 songs, all malay. :D

01. Gadis Itu
02. Suria Hatiku
03. Nafasku
04. Citra Suria
05. KepadaNya feat Hady Mirza
06. Petua
07. Kau Dan Dia
08. Hey
09. Tiada Dua
10. Khayalan

what to do? im a reeeeeeal fanatic. he's too hot to resist.

*melts agaaaaain.*

twilight !

2008-12-16T01:59:00.000-08:00

twilight !

i waaaaant go watch.

siaper nk blanjer? / who wants to treat me to this movie?

lol, okay random. havent been out much, other than yesterday. went to sch to buy school books! actually i have prac today, but i skipped. in addition, i cant wait to go awaaaayyyy. to Melaka. {chill, just two more days.} :)

anyone wants anythng from Melaka?

hahahaha. lol.

♥

Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions.
They have to be real places, name and/ or objects but nothing made up.
TRY to use different answers if the person you got this from has the same initial.
You can't use your name for the girl/boy question.
Have fun!

My name is: Lindee. (decided not to use Azlinda, same as Audrehhh la later.)
Boy's name: Leonardo ,lol lmfao.
Girls name: Linda ,hahahahah.
Occupation: Lawyer.
Colour: Lime Green.
Something you wear: Lingerie (:
Beverage: Lemonade.
Food: Lemon! :D
Place: Latrine. :D
Something found in the bathroom: Lindee's toothbrush. :}
Reason for being late: Lindee's alarm clock didnt ring yaw. ):
Something you shout: LAMESCHIT.
Font: Lucida Grande. HOW GRAND. -,-
Show: Lindee's Show. :D it will exist one day, you'll never know! :D
Song title: London Bridge is falling down, falling down, falling down. :}
Country: London la stupid.

i wna tag...SHALINAH. DO, DO, DO! :D

yaaaaaaaaay.

2008-12-15T03:42:00.001-08:00

yellow !

holidaying in THREE days! YAAAAAAAAAAY. shopping laaaaaaaaa. (: cant waaaaaaait!
alaaaaaa, will blog when im back. with pichas !

tooooodles.

gotta find you,

2008-12-09T23:01:00.000-08:00

hello world. (:

my blog's deaaaaaaaaaaaaaad. anyone reading this post, tag cn? thankyouverythemuch. (: hahahahahahahhaha LOL. and one more thing, I HATE YOU, EZLINK CARD. whereeeee are youuuuuuuuuu? ))): im grnded if i cant find it, sad kn? )): mummmmmmmmmmmy. im watchng The Mummy now. BYEBYE (:

inactive .

2008-12-02T02:52:00.000-08:00

hello world.

wont be blogging for a few days , so,

will only reply tags.

BYE . :D

once again ,

2008-11-27T20:49:00.000-08:00

{love;

which brings a smile,

which eventually fades away,

leaving nothing at all.}

tireeeeeeed. came back from designing th banner stuff for GUIDES (:
will blog more sooooooooooon.

dada !

today ,

2008-11-27T00:28:00.000-08:00

todaaaaaay. see th pix from SHALINAH'S BLOG.
hahaha, lazy to upload luh. tired.

HAAAAAAAAAAAAAA, SUNDAY ! (:
aku tk sabar siol. anxiety mixed with excitement! will blog on monday, with more pichas!
NOW, time to SLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEP. :D bye.

one last ,

2008-11-27T00:06:00.000-08:00

[haha, i dont even know how to play a shit on this thng.]

QUIZ TIME; from LIN.

1) My friends . . . are superrrr!
2) I am listening to . . . The Man Who Cant Be Moved (:
3) Maybe i should learn . . .KARATE! :D *HYAAAAAAAAK!*
4) I love . . .my handphone. :D
5) My plan . . .is to ace my grades!
6) I don't understand . . .how ppl can fit so many languages into their brains.
7) I lost . . . my mind. (:
8) People say . . .that i laugh a lot. :DDDD
9) I am missing . . .(insert).
10) Love means . . . having feelings for a special someone? or affection ;D
11) Somewhere , someone is . . . having fun.
12) I am always searching for . . .fooooooooood.
13) Forever seems . . . too far from reach.
14) I never want to . . . lose th ones i love, yes lin.
15) My mobile phone . . .is right beside me.
16) When i wake up in the morning . . .I SWITCH ON MY PHONE AND CHECK FOR MSGS!
17) I get annoyed when . . . im hungry.
18) Parties are . . . FUN!
19) Hugs or kisses ? Hugs...(dont get what youre asking, dummeh.)
20) Today I . . . WENT FOR LAST RANDAI PRAC!
21) Tmr i will be . . .waking up late. :D
22) I really want . . . school to start!
23) I . . . dont know. :D
24) What is your phone brand ? SONY ERICSSON, (what can i say, i <3 my phone.)
25) What are the last three digits of your phone number ? 949.
26) What does the second message says in ur inbox ? i deleted my msgs ):
27) Who was the last person you rang ? Mummeh.
28)Who was the last missed call from? Mummeh!
29) What does the oldest message from ur inbox says ? (you dont have to know, really.)
30) Who comes up after " J " ? Joe Jonas, th ugly mop haired freak.
40) Go to your sent message - wat does the tenth message says ? (dont have la freak.)
41) Who is ur network provider ? M 1 !
42) How many messages are there in ur inbox ? Z E R O.
43) Who do you have on speed dial three ? DADDEH!
44) If you are on prepaid card , how much credits do you have ? not on prepard.
45) Who's the first person who comes up after "C" ? CIARA! :D
46. What do you have as ur main ring tone ? Kamu & Kamu - Agnes Monica ;Malay Song.

47) pass this quiz to ten ppl ...
-Audreeeeeeeh ,
-Brennn ,
-Syafiqahhhhh ,
-Halidah ,
-AMIRAH ,(just do it :D)
-Diniyy

haha, thanks ppl.

tired ,

2008-11-25T22:45:00.000-08:00

had randai today.
super tired. like really.

bye.

quiz.

2008-11-24T23:21:00.000-08:00

7 things that scare me:
~dogs.
~bugs.
~heights.
~ghosts? hahhah.
~crazy ppl. like, REAL CRAZY.
~i
~dont know. :D

7 things I love the most:
~my family
~AMIRAH.
~GFS.
~MY HP.
~my handphone
~THIS COMPUTER.
~...someone. haha, guess who? TAUFIK LA KAN. cintaaaaaaaaaa<3

7 things important in my room:
~ME, first.
~my hp.
~blankeyyyyy.
~earpiece.
~i
~dont
~know.

7 random facts about me:
~I love 'AMIRAH . HAHAHHAH.
~I love PINK.
~screaaaaaaam is a must.
~my hp is my best friend, (next to 'mira.)
~i hate maths? haha.
~I didnt wnt to go to sch when i was in nursery. hahahah.
~i like changing my blog url. :D

7 things to do before I die:
~find true love (:
~finish school and live my dreeeeeeeam!
~go to...ROME. ;D
~meet TAUFIK BATISAH!
~taubat? hahahahah.
~get a good job.
~make my family happy.

7 things you can do:
~screeeeeeeeaaaaaaaam!
~eat, alot.
~drink.
~laugh.
~kick asses!
~walk.
~smile.

7 things you cannot do:
~pass maths with flying colors.
~learn to love science.
~understand guys.
~read thick books like shalinah.
~eat veggies.
~read people's mind
~keep quiet. :D

7 things I say most:
~F
~U
~C
~K
~Y
~O
~U

okay lol, jk.

7 dvd/movie I watched recently:
~Hsm 3!
~Indiana Jones , th latest one luh.
~Wall E
~dunno.
~dunno.
~dunno.
~dunno.

7 favourite singers:
~Taylor Swift
~TAUFIK BATISAH! *melts*
~Rihanna
~Ashley Tisdale
~Miley Cyrus
~Agnes Monica
~Fergie *random*

(: tagged by lin.

i waaaaaaant,

DHIYYAH,
SYIQA,
AUDREY,
BRENDA,
AND WHOEVER ELSE WHO WANTS TO DO.

and, thanks to MIRA, FAZRI, SHALINAH, RIDHWAN, YUAN SHEN, HAZIMAH, NAZRIN, KAK NISHA, AUDREY, MUMMY and, who else i missed out for wishing me :D

:D finally fourteeeeeeen.

2008-11-23T19:14:00.000-08:00

haha, hello loves.

im gna have chocolate fudge cake for ... WHOSE BDAY WAS THAT?

hahahah. finally turning fourteeeeeen.

and, my candles are pinkkkk! :D haha.

gna have a great 14th bday yyawwwwws.

bring on th presents!

2008-11-22T04:46:00.000-08:00

aku cintaaaaaaa sama ini pompan. :D

back from gamelan performance. what a hell of tiresome.

my feet are dirty,

my pants are stained.

my hands are aching and my neck is breaking.

but it was fun ! good job yawwww seniors.

sorry if th vid was shakky,

my hands were reaaaaaal painful.

SORRRRRRAY. :D

belly dancing was th THNG. so many MALES.

seductive woman was fat. and trying to seduce ppl was so not right for her.

y u c k.

*pukes*

A GUY EVEN RECORDED IT ON HIS PHONE.

tsk tsk tsk.

content.

2008-11-21T20:04:00.000-08:00

i feel supermuch relieved.

we're okay alr,

and ... not gna elaborate.

im contented with what i have in life now.

.

2008-11-21T00:10:00.000-08:00

it hurt me like a knife hit my heart.

it hurts real bad,

especially when that someone is you.

-

2008-11-18T22:48:00.000-08:00

(<3)

i love ;

Nurul 'Amirah

Nurshalinah

Siti Farhanah

Nur Shahirah

Nurul Syafiqah

Sadiqatul Mardhiyyah

you.

okay, i cant make myself say it to you. there's a thousand and million thngs that's stopping me. me, you, and everyone arnd me. im sorry. there'll be a day when i gather th courage to say so.

ily.

pure entertainment.

2008-11-17T22:45:00.000-08:00

back from schooooool. from randai prac to be exact. :D

it was funnnnnn. okay funny rather. after randai, th guys played takraw in th room. lol. 'urban sepak takraw' , as they call it. laughed my ass off. too funny. lol.

haaaaaaa. tmr also have prac. get over it soooooooooooon. gaaaaah.

gosh, th tickets for th performance is $100 each person. wth kan?

and ppl,
who's bday is it next weeeek? heehehehehehe.

-,-

just suddenly missing you.

2008-11-17T03:24:00.000-08:00

suddenly. well, lets skip all that.

randai today was a-total-waste-of-my-time(: lol.

there'll be another-total-waste-of-my-time again, tmr. yay? hahahahahah. at least its better then staying at homeeeeeeeeeeeey. lol.

tooooodles.

imy.

2008-11-15T08:04:00.000-08:00

just came back from eating nasi lemak.
wth right? i was woken up at 1050pm and mum was like "go and change."
-,- came back arnd 1140pm.
*crickets*
yeh, i wna go sleeep.

SOAKED!

2008-11-15T00:26:00.000-08:00

hahaaaa, went down to play with my younger brothers. got really wet. :D shan't elaborate. :D

im bored, and i cant wait for schoooooooooool on monday yawzxzxzxz. :D

(:

haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa(n).

2008-11-14T01:36:00.000-08:00

hahahaa.

didnt knw he was so wellmannered. ;D

lol.

me; *waves file at him*

him; "oh, terima kaseh."

haaaaaaa. :D

:)

2008-11-13T21:19:00.000-08:00

guess its not worth being down for these kinda thngs.

lets have fun. :D

soooooooooo, had randai today. supposedly eight to ten ,haaaaaaaaa. but, we started late cos th security guard said "there's no tchr, so you cnnt go in." wtf right. so we waited out side for a while, and waited inside, then finally went in. :D so ,practiced, like maybe two or three rounds and by 9 50, we sat arnd in a circle and played truth or dare. haaaaaaa. i got to know some thngs from th sec 3s but since its cakap sini, habis sini, i wont elaborate much. th guys kept grilling kak farhanah, lol. ezuan tk sportinggggg seyh. tk best. so, then my turn, i chose...truth? haaaaa. nehmind, wont say what they ask. :D lol. fun bodoh. laughed our asssssssss offff. went home from school at 11.15? gaaaaaaaaaa. :FFF

LETS DO IT AGAIN!

be back.

2008-11-12T16:06:00.000-08:00

I'll be back soon.

Gotta have some peace,

adios.

lindee loves you.

hell.

2008-11-10T21:02:00.000-08:00

life is like hell sometimes.

when youre left alone to solve your problems,

when you dont have someone to care for you,

and everything goes down to bullshit.

b u l l s h i t.

youre hoping and wishing for a better day,

but wishing doesnt help,

cos everyday turns out more or less th same,

doesnt it?

miracles are bullshit.

they dont happen.

they dont.

nope.

fuck it man.

lets continue living hell.

lindee.

quiz spam, cos im happy.

2008-11-10T01:56:00.000-08:00

tagged by syafiq.
Rules & Regulations :
#01; - Each player of this game starts off with 10 weird things/habits/little known facts about yourself.
#02; - People who get tagged need to write a post of their own 10 weird things/habits/little known facts as well as state this rule clearly.
#03; - At the end, you need to choose 10 people to be tagged and list their names.
#04; - No tags back!

1. I like to bite my fingernails.
2. I have a tendency to get excited when I see hot guys.
3. I think Obama is hot? :D
4. I once thought of joining Al-Qaeda. (LOL dunno why.)
5. I said fuck to a teacher before.
6. I forged my mom's signature in P2.
7. I love th smell of cigarette at times.
8. I cant save money.
9. I hate writing notes, essays and such.
10. I got first in class in P1 ! -,-

whoever wants to do, do la. :D

NEXT.
Dear (the last person who left a comment on your journal):
I don't really know how to tell you this, but ___1___. I think I realized it ___2___ ___3___ and I saw you ___4___ ___5___. I'm sure you're ___6___ enough to understand ___7___. I'm returning ___8___ to you, but I'll keep ___9___ as a memory. You should also know that I ___10___ ___11___ .
___12___,-Your name-

1. What's the color of your shirt?
Blue - Our romance is over
Red - Our affair is over
White - I'll join the monastery
Black - I dislike you
Green - Our horoscope doesn't match
Grey - You're a pervert
Yellow - I'm selling myself
Pink - Your nostrils are insulting
Brown - The mafia wants you
No shirt - You're a loser
Other - I'm in love with your sister

2. Which is your birth month?
January - That night
February - Last year
March - When your dwarf bit me
April - When I tripped on sesame seeds
May - First of May
June - When you put cuffs on me
July - When I threw up
August - When I saw the shrunken head
September - When we skinny dipped
October - When I quoted Santa
November - When your dog ran amok
December - When I changed tennis shoes

3. Which food do you prefer?
Tacos - In your apartment
Pizza - In your camping car
Pasta - Outside of Chicago
Hamburgers - Under the bus
Salad - As you ate enchilada
Chicken - In your closet
Kabob - With Paris Hilton
Fish - In women's clothing
Sandwiches - At the Hare Krishna graduation
Lasagna - At the mental hospital
Hot dog - Under a state of trance
None of the above - With George Bush and his wife

4. What's the color of your socks?
Yellow - Hit onRed - InsultBlack - IgnoreBlue - Knock outPurple - Pour syrup onWhite - Carve your initials intoGrey - Pull the clothes offBrown - Put leeches onOrange - CastratePink - Pull the toupee offBarefoot - Sit onOther - Drive out

5. What's the color of your underwear? (LOL WUT.)
Black - My best friendWhite - My fatherGrey - Bill ClintonBrown - My fart balloonPurple - My mustard souffléRed - Donald DuckBlue - My avocado plantYellow - My penpal in GhanaOrange - My Kid Rock-collectionPink - Manchester United's goalkeeperNone - My John F. Kennedy-statueOther - The crazy monk

6. What do you prefer to watch on TV?
Scrubs - ManO.C. - EmotionalOne Tree Hill - OpenHeroes - FrostbittenLost - HighHouse - ScarredSimpsons - CowardlyThe news - MongolicIdol - MasochisticFamily Guy - SenileTop Model - Middle-classNone of the above - Ashamed

7. Your mood right now?
Happy - How awful I've feltSad - How boring you areBored - That Santa doesn't existAngry - That your pimples are at the last stageDepressed - That we're cousinsExcited - That there is no solution to thisNervous - The middle-eastWorried - That your Honda sucksApathetic - That I did a sex-changeAshamed - That I'm allergic to your hamsterCuddly - That I get turned on by garbage menOverjoyous - That I'm openOther - That Extreme Home Makeover sucks

8. What's the color of your walls in your bedroom?
White - Your ringYellow - Your love
lettersRed - Your Darth Vader-posterBlack - Your tame stoneBlue - The couch cushionsGreen - The pictures from LAOrange - Your false teethBrown - Your contact bookGrey - Our matching snoopy-bibsPurple - Your old lottery couponsPink - The cut toenailsOther - Your memories from the military service

9. The first letter of your first name?
A/B - Your photoC/D - The oil stocksE/F - Your neighbour MartinG/H - My virginityI/J - The results of your blood-sampleK/L - Your left earM/N - Your suicide noteO/P - My common senseQ/R - Your momS/T - Your collection of butterfliesU/V - Your criminal recordW/X - David's tricot outfitsY/Z - Your grades from college

10. The last letter in your last name?
A/B - Always will rememberC/D - Never will forgetE/F - Always wanted to breakG/H - Never openly mockedI/J - Always have felt dirty beforeK/L - Will tell the authorities aboutM/N - Told in my confession today aboutO/P - Was interviewed by the Times aboutQ/R - Told my psychiatrist aboutS/T - Get sick when I think ofU/V - Always will try to forgetW/X - Am better off withoutY/Z - Never liked

11. What do you prefer to drink?
Water - Our friendshipBeer - SenilitySoft drink - A new life as a cloneSoda - The incarnation as an eskimoMilk - The apartment buildingWine - Cocaine abuseCider - A passionate interest for miceJuice - Oprah Winfrey imitationsMineral water - Embarrassing rashHot chocolate - Eggplant-fetishismWhisky - To ruin the second world warOther - To hate the Boston Celtics

12. To which country would you prefer to go on a vacation?
Thailand - Warm regards
USA - Best regards
England - Good luck on your short-term leave from jail
Spain - Go and drown yourself
China - Disgusting regards
Germany - With ease
Japan - Go burn
Greece - Your everlasting enemy
Australia - Greetings to your frog Leonard
Egypt - Fuck off now
France - In pain
Other - Greetings to your freaky family

Dear Nabilah:
I don't really know how to tell you this, but our affair is over. I think I realized it When your dog ran amok In your closet and I saw you Sit on Bill Clinton. I'm sure you're Cowardly enough to understand How awful I've felt. I'm returning The cut toenails to you, but I'll keep Your photo as a memory. You should also know that I Always will remember A new life as a clone .

Go and drown yourself,
Lindee.

ps; no offence girl.

results;

2008-11-10T01:20:00.000-08:00

english,

hmt,

maths,

physics,

chem,

econs,

ss+hist,

malay lit.

(as told by nabilah)

wow? okay. thought i'd get bloody bio.

i got practically 8 subjects? -,-

econs somemore. malay lit? gagagarh.

randai is useful. :D lol.

i dont like it anymore. very paiseyh-ing. ~~fuck~~ ,man.

:D im hungry.

monster, monster.

2008-11-08T18:41:00.000-08:00

pasal aku tukar url je, bnyk kecoh. ish ish ish, mcm budak kecik jgak. kan monster cute, mcm yg kat atas tu. :D haha.

and PICTURES ! @ guides; @jp;

^someone with th ice cream i bought for him -,-

^haha, sweet . :D

maddd.

2008-11-06T23:47:00.000-08:00

(:

idk why im posting this.

OH-BA-MAAMAA MIA.

2008-11-05T23:11:00.000-08:00

obama seyh. heh. nice picture. parody :F

its a night to remember.

2008-10-31T03:29:00.000-07:00

i ♥ this song. :D

but i prefer sharpay and tiara's version :D love sharpay's entry.

audio quality sucks. and tiara's voice sucks. with her - accent.

run-and-die [ 2 ] .

2008-10-30T01:45:00.000-07:00

randai again.

-,-

this time, THREE ppl came. GREAT right?

(:
okay this is way funny. sorry guys. :D

well, at th first part you could hear syafiqah laughing like "HAHAHAHA!" well, we all laughed like tht, didnt we ,girls?

run-and-die.

2008-10-29T00:25:00.000-07:00

i wish i could fly away.

woke up at eight and went for randai (pronounced as run-die) at 10.

whatever whatever shyte that was. nehmind, like i have anythng better to do these hols, (other than homework). and th performance is on 30th Nov, 5 days aft my superspecialrockingday(: and bloodystupidshitty training is every tues, wed and thurs. wth?

then, went to lot 1 with linlin, and met mom& brother at jp. i bumped into miss ting there, talked for a short while. she's still as pretty, ppl. :D

i want a locker like sharpay's. cool bodoh.

go black again will you?

2008-10-28T02:36:00.000-07:00

geeeeee. watched HSM 3 just now. it was so sweet.

shalinah and i met at 1030, and for th first time in forever, i was 30 mins late. -___- aft that we went to buy snacks, and we found that jec's theatre was CLOSED. fuck man. so we rushed off to lot1 to watch it. bought th 1240 pm tickets and played at arcade for about an hour or so. then ate at KFC :D then watched it and it was nice. like great.

after th movie, i think i was overcomed by sharpay's behaviour. cos we both love pink? lol :D

laaaa. you get what i mean? :D

and suddenly so many people pounce on me.

2008-10-26T21:53:00.000-07:00

& they just bombard me and make me have with all sorts of feelings for them that i'm starting to lose for han.

i'm sorry.

han, imy. <3

2008-10-25T21:02:00.000-07:00

Lindee
uses judgment to make decisions. She is ruled by her head, not her heart. She
is a cool, collected person who is usually unexpressive emotionally. Some may
see her as unemotional. She does have emotions but has no need to express
them. She is withdrawn into herself and enjoys being alone.
[okay this first part is so not true -__- underlined
parts are what i think is true, btw.]

The circumstances when Lindee does express emotions include: extreme anger,
extreme passion, and tremendous stress. If someone gets her mad enough
to tell her off, she will not be sorry about it later. She puts a mark in her
mind when someone angers her. She keeps track of these marks and when she hits
that last mark she will let them know they have gone too far. She is ruled
somewhat by self-interest. All her conclusions are made without outside
emotional influence. She is very level-headed and will remain calm in an
emergency situation. In a situation where other people might get hysterical,
she has poise.

Lindee will work more efficiently if given space and
time to be alone. She would rather not be surrounded by people constantly. In
a relationship, she will show her love by the things she does rather than by
the things she says. Saying "I love you" is not a needed routine because she
feels her mate should already know. The only exception to this is if she has
logically concluded that it is best for her mate to hear her express her love
verbally.

Lindee is not subject to emotional appeals. If
someone is selling a product to her, they will need to present only the facts.
They should present them from a standpoint of her sound judgment. She will not
be taken in by an emotional story about someone else. She will meet
emergencies without getting hysterical and she will always ask "Is this best
for me?"

People
that write very large tend to be very social and friendly. It seems Lindee
has this type of writing. This indicates a need for people and a particular
natural ability to socialize and be the life of the party. Now, if Lindee
also has specific fears (like fear of criticism or fear of trust) then she
will deny she is the life of the party, because fear has overcome her natural
inclination to be social. People with large handwriting tend to be
effective at anything that requires interaction with lots of people. she is a
people person.

Lindee
will demand respect and will expect others to treat her with honor and
dignity. Lindee believes in her ideas and will expect other people to also
respect them. She has a lot of pride.

Lindee
will be candid and direct when expressing her opinion. She will tell them
what she thinks if they ask for it, whether they like it or not. So, if they
don't really want her opinion, don't ask for it!
[do you hear that?! ((:]

In
reference to Lindee's mental abilities, she has a very investigating and
creating mind. She investigates projects rapidly because she is curious
about many things. She gets involved in many projects that seem good at
the beginning, but she soon must slow down and look at all the angles. She
probably gets too many things going at once. When Lindee slows down, then she
becomes more creative than before. Since it takes time to be creative, she
must slow down to do it. She then decides what projects she has time to
finish. Thus she finishes at a slower pace than when she started the project.

She has the best of two kinds of minds. One is the
quick investigating mind. The other is the creative mind. Her mind
thinks quick and rapidly in the investigative mode. She can learn quicker,
investigate more, and think faster. Lindee can then switch into her low gear.
When she is in the slower mode, she can be creative, remember longer and stack
facts in a logical manner. She is more logical this way and can climb mental
mountains with a much better grip.

Lindee's
true self-image is unreasonably low. Someone once told Lindee that she wasn't
a great and beautiful person, and she believed them. Lindee also has a fear
that she might fail if she takes large risks. Therefore she resists setting
her goals too high, risking failure. She doesn't have the internal confidence
that frees her to take risks and chance failure. Lindee is capable of
accomplishing much more than she is presently achieving. All this relates to
her self-esteem. Lindee's self-concept is artificially low. Lindee will stay
in a bad situation much too long... why? Because she is afraid that if she
makes a change, it might get worse. It is hard for Lindee to plan too far into
the future. She kind of takes things on a day to day basis. She may tell you
her dreams but she is living in today, with a fear of making a change. No
matter how loud she speaks, look at her actions. This is perhaps the biggest
single barrier to happiness people not believing in and loving themselves.
Lindee is an example of someone living with a low self-image, because their
innate self-confidence was broken.

Lindee
is sarcastic. [YES MY DEAR PPL. YES.]
This is a defense mechanism designed to protect her ego when she feels hurt.
She pokes people harder than she gets poked. These sarcastic remarks can be
very funny. They can also be harsh, bitter, and caustic at the same time.

Lindee
is very self-sufficient. She is trying not to need anyone. She is
capable of making it on her own. She probably wants and enjoys people, but
she doesn't "need" them. She can be a loner.

Something
is incomplete in Lindee's life. ['Mira, you knw,
you knw. HANTHATBLOODYTOOT.] She feels frustration relating to
her physical needs and desires. Somewhere in her life there is some
disappointment, non-fulfillment, and interruption. This is very likely to
relate to Lindee's sexual needs. [whats up with
sexual needs?]

Lindee
has a very unusual lower zone y loop. If the data input is correct, Lindee's y
or g is large and has triangle shape to the lower loop. This is not a common
trait, but the implications are very interesting. As you begin to study
handwriting analysis, you will learn any loop indicates imagination. This
lower loop indicates the amount of imagination Lindee has regarding sex and
physical things. Her lower zone stroke is large, so her sexual imagination is
large and open. Furthermore, because the loop has a triangle shape, this
indicates a particular curiosity with certain aspects of sexuality. In a
nutshell, Lindee is open to some very new ideas sexually and is willing to try
anything once. I'd say Lindee is quite a dynamic and playful lover. Watch out
world! [eeeeeeeew. no?]

For
a graphologist, the spacing on the page reflects the writer's attitude toward
their own world and relationship to things in his or her own space. If the
inputted data was correct Lindee has no white space or margins on a typical
sheet of paper. Lindee fills up every last inch on the top, right, left, and
bottom. Hmmm. If this is true, then Lindee has a very aggressive
personality toward others and quite frankly lacks a bit of respect for the
space and property of other people. I would be surprised if Lindee just comes
into someone's home and helps herself to a drink in the refrigerator. This can
be both an obnoxious personality trait and it can be assertive and effective
in getting what you want. There isn't much fear of getting in trouble here,
Lindee finds plenty of reasons to break the rules and get in trouble. (Okay,
perhaps when she was younger, not anymore?) Basically, people with no margins
are a handful.

okay, got this from audrey's blog. the website is :
http://www.handwritingwizard.com/

i cried a zillion tears.

2008-10-24T03:27:00.000-07:00

its getting to a shitty weekend, cos nth's gng well.

seperation, not seeing han(: today till tuesday; i cried over and over.

will miss all that fun, all that joy, and i'd miss divya alot. cos she's leaving and all that. even tho we've had misunderstandings before, she was a great pal. i just dont wish to move away. ginny, shahera, shalinah &i were sitting at th canteen talking abt th past year, about sec 1 and all that. how i thought shahera and halidah were supertalkative cos they were so loud and they were talking abt Sun TV, how shalinah thought i was a gangster kinda girl when she first saw me, how i remembered my first friend in school was allisa. (: abt th drama course, where halidah and i were gang leaders and we "fought" ,and shahera and ginny did that dance thng? i guess so. :D

cheering comp, sec one was shrek ears. LOL. i still have them deep down in my cupboard. then, sec two, animals baybeh! :D lol. i rmbr me and allisa were woof-ing at each other. HAH. or was it roof-ing? dk.

all these memories are etched in my mind. hope i'll nvr lose them, ever.

moving on.

2008-10-23T05:47:00.001-07:00

(youre my sunshine.)

well, two years have passed already. 02forte was an amazing class, although we were quite noisy all th time. i guess that makes us special. as we're moving on to sec 3 next yr, and we'll march to th new sch tgt as a class, it depicts a new journey, a new beginning and it'll start once we're seperated into our diff classes. gna miss you people, whether we've fought or not, whether i hate you and you hate me. we were still a class and i''ll cherish th momments.

moving on, i feel extremely happy for smiling at him. at last, 'Mira! :D
just about half a month or so to go, ___ (:
waiting.

for, there's so much i want you to know.

2008-10-21T03:08:00.000-07:00

ucapkanlah kasih, satu kata yg ku nantikan
sebabku tk mampu,
membaca mata mu,
mendengar bisikmu.

why wont you say it la stupid.

ugh.

jual ikan.

2008-10-20T02:58:00.000-07:00

eh eh eh eh.

have you ppl heard of th girl who sold fish? she's very sell-fish. she changed her coins into dollars, and thinks she's always right, just like Napoleon. "~~Napoleon~~******* is always right."

she once said, " i wont apologise for what i've not done wrong (cos you know that i'm always right, and youre wrong.) "

FUCK OFF okay.

heh. i feel much lighter now.

tchouk(ball), chuck(it), chicken(out).

2008-10-18T03:42:00.000-07:00

blah. tchoukball ytd. its was not that fun, but tolerable. TIRING, YES. tired bodoh. the girls' match was dead, of some sort. the guys one was wow-ing. like semangat gyler. :D

ouh yeah, convo with one of the instructors ,

Halidah: Next Wednesday how many hours?

Instructor: 1 owl, 1 pigeon, 1 eagle (etc)

Me & Halidah: ? huh?

I: you said owl (hour) what! [kidding]

H: -__________-

Me: Next week match is it?

I: Yeah. you want what? have match, candle...

-_______________-

wth.

she's back.

2008-10-16T00:35:00.000-07:00

^^(will miss my kecohs loads !)

JALAN RAYER! :D

ouhkay. jalan rayer was damndamn fun. first fana's hse, we ate MEE HOON. fried. plus hotdogs and fishballs. yummehliciousxzxzxz. then, to shalinah's hse, we ate MEE HOON agn. fried. plus nuggets; chicken. -,- syafiqfatass came to shalinah's hse cos he wanted to come along. calefare. then we went to his hse, ate MEE soto. yummeh. i think he licked th plate till it was ungravy-ed. eww. ouh yeah, when i drink cherryade, i realise(or they realised) that th sides of my lips turned red. weird.

then we went to Mr. Hisham's hse. ate FRIED MEE. his son so cuteeeeeee.

then, went to ezuan's hse. CHERRYADE AGN! gahhh. had to tepong-komak-kan my face to disguise th shit. fuck.

then to zak's hse, ate MEEEEEEEE. bleh gila tau. drank CHERRYADE AGN! go hell la. this time, i drank with a STRAW. :D :D

at home, (my hse was last) , drank IT agn. ate BEEFSTIK! a change at last.

so there, spent th collected money at arcade with mira. :D

okay, done. bye.